listening to: “famous last words” by my chemical romance
“I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.”
Just got off from work, decided to go “half-day” because of fever.During my day-off- Watched “The Bourne Ultimatum” (an ok film, it’s a bit “flashy” for my taste though, car chases and ceaseless running and skull bashing, instead of galvanizing me, puts me to sleep for some reason, scenes like that have a certain underlying “rythym” and when i pick it up…it’s off to lala land, but superb in acting as well as story; in fact im planning to collect Robert Ludlum’s “Bourne Trilogy” Books) “Evan Almighty” (bunch of laughs) & “Vacancy” – the first time i actually “cheered” for the protagonists on a ”slasher”/”horror” movie, mainly because they use their intelligence – as person with common sense would- instead of walking into the arms of the killer - (a movie marathon obviously), finished “Jigoku Shojou: Futakumori”, a very sad ending (it can be a bit tedious, but when it got to the point, it really blew me away) Enma Ai’s fate is quite terrible for someone who both suffered and sacrificed a lot (but in a sense she is now “free”). One of those anime w/c leaves an underlying feeling of sadness (quite inexplicable) in me. Bought an Inuyasha DVD (turned out to be a collection of OAVs – as opposed to actual episodes – another job for Mango Manga. But just the same I’m quite delighted to see my favourite characters Kikyo and Sesshoumaru. 
“Famous Last Words”
Now I know
That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart?
But where’s your heart?
But where’s your…
And I know
There’s nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change…
So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A life that’s so demanding
I get so weak
A love that’s so demanding
I can’t speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
‘Cause I’m out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I’m so weak
Is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A love that’s so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(How can I see, I see you lying) ‘Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I’d never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead
‘Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
